Avoidence

This blogg is brought to you by the letter A, for avoidence!! what am i avoiding...studying for Anthropology ( which also starts with an A)....and biology!!!! the scary thing is that i feel like i know it all, like if i study anymore ill get confuddled........very scary cause i know that i know enough to pass but im not sure beyond that like i mean im feeling bs right now which is good but well see, maybe well have a repeat of b for bio and a for anthro that would be great id be really happy with that.

So what has kaitlan been up to, well beside her new love of talking in third person, she and her roommate alyssa got 2nd in the door dec competition. they were actaully robbed and should have gotten first but this is a cruel harsh world and its not always fair so their ok with second....

but what ever, so i think i have boy ADD, thats all im really going to say about that but im having a really hard time with sticking to just one boy lol, which doesnt sound like it would be a bad thing, but it really kinda is lol.

I cant get anthro out of my head right now, Austopithicaus anemensis,aferensis,africanus,robostus, boisis, then the hominids, Homo habilis, erectus/ergaster, neanderthalsis (sapien neanderthalsis)sapiens, and finally sapien sapien. and then theres bio and mendelian genetic and all that good stuff and the kreb cycle which is aka the citric cycle and wow my head feels like its going to explode.....tick tick BOMB!!!!!

but i better get back to the studying cause im really nervous about it.

then on friday i get to go homw IMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! do i really need to add anything to that ummm i think not super excited to see everyone and everything lol. catch u guys later

Google blogger is gay!!!!

So one day i got really bored and annoyed cause i couldnt get comments on my new blog skin, so i was like whats all this google beta stuff about, meh i might as well try it, if i dont like it im sure i can go back.....................NO you cant go back, No new blog skins allowed they're all "too sloppily coded" for it to load, and YES it sucks!! Do not go beta google if at all possible. Its messed up!! and right now it wont let me load pictures cause its being gay!!!
ttyl love alfalfa lol i mean kaitlan

WHY???

So this is what i've noticed lately, not that i hadnt noticed before just a little more than usual that girls are obessed with not only boys but having a boyfriend. I know its not really a newsflash worthy statement but i have more. What i want to know is when did it become more important to have a boyfriend then to be respected. When did it become so painly uncool to be single that its became better to be with a guy, even if hes uses and abuses you, then to just be SINGLE!!!!
I understand the want to have a boyfriend, believe me, I've only been single since i was born pretty much lol. but is it really that bad to be a single??? I mean sure you see all your friends with their boyfriends and they're all cuddly and cute, which is desirable of course. And im not saying its bad to have a boyfriend either I just want to understand why its so amazingly horrible to be single.
I think everyone has to be single and happy before they can truely be with a guy. You need to figure out who you are and ur likes and dislikes before you can be a good girlfriend. Im not even so sure where im going with this anymore, just that im sick of seeing my friends get hurt by guys. Your all great girls and you need to learn to really respect your selves. STOP letting these boys play with your minds!! You all deserve the world and a prince who understands that and will treat you amazingly......so STOP putting up with these BOYS who treat you otherwise. No matter how bad you feel being single, orlike no one loves you or any of those other silly feelings, im sure you feel much cheaper, and more worthless when you allow yourself to be with someone not worthy of you, who treats you like crap and thinks only of them selves.
Im not telling u to be all uppity or that your better than everyone else, just that don't let those boys fool you that your not worthy and your lucky to be with them sorta thing.
Ya, i went away for supper and now my rant has ended and i dont know where to go with it anymore so stay cool, but not too cool, see you all soon.

Never got the chance....

It's really late right now but I was looking around at different pictures and I say this one and it really kinda explains how i feel right now. I dont really want to explain, its dumb anyways, really really really dumb and it more just a really cool picture of a rose that caught my attention.
That and I was looking at these pictures on face book and they have this thing called secrets and people put their secrets on their in pictures then explain them. It was like that thing that pastor at the tfk concert was talking about. Most of them were just silly but the other re-accuring theme was all these people saying this is person has been my friend for so many years and i love them and they have no idea, and it kills me when her talks about her sorta stuff. I was really kinda sad actually. Then there was one picture of this guy and then like with the picture was the a grave stone and underneath it it read, I knew this guy for 7 years, and loved him for 5. I always said that he would notice one day that i was the one for him, or i'd tell him how i felt tomorrow...He was died in a car accident, and he never had a clue that he was anything more than my friend. It was really sad, there was a bunch of other really sad ones to about people cutting themselves and other people talking about smiling so that the world wont see their tears.
Yep it was pretty depressing and I dont really know what to say about it, just that the one about the friend and the car accident was super super sad.
So now that I've depressed you all, Have a Spaztastic Weekend, dont do anything I wouldn't....

Grandma, you were an oldschool PLAYA!!

You guys have all (well not all mostly just the lennox kiddos) been doing the three things i appreciate, so here is something i truely appreciate: My Great Aunt Mavis!!!
After my grandma's funeral, I got a ride back to Winnipeg with my grandmas sister, so i guess she would be my grea aunt (mavis) and her son (doug). I knew from before that she had met her husband at university in some german class, but as i've learned university classes are much different than high school classes. You may recognize people but u rarely know more that five maybe ten if ur very very lucky, example biology out of a class of about 250 i know a grand total of 1 person, although i recognize likely a good ten fifteen people, where as my english class, out of a total of about 50 people i know 6 people and recognize about twenty others. Just a little insight for all u highschool kiddos. Then again maybe its just me and my shyness that causes this but im pretty sure thats how it is for everyone, unless you have a lab which is a different situation, which i have yet to experience lol.
Back to the point so we were sitting in the car and i was like "Mavis I know you and cliff (her late husband) met in your german class in university, but i mean how did you guys met?" and she told me about how she kept getting these notes from someone in her class and she didnt know who. That she didnt even really know of cliff until one day when he walked into class with a massive black eye, but she still didnt really know who he was, she just recognized him, and he sat a couple rows behind her. Then one day the note said something to the effect of 'i sit two rows behind you and i was wondering if you would like to go to coffee with me' but that she was actually going out with someone at the time, but that they got together later after the guy dropped her. She went on to tell me a bunch of other stuff about their relationship too. But i think thats sooo cute, and pretty romantic lol I've known my aunt Mavis my entire life but never really looked into her life with detail.
She then told me about my grandparents, how my grandpa was likely the best dancer in strathclair ( anyone who knows my grandpa, is likely like i was at the time, WILF COULD DANCE?!?!) but ya and that mavis loved getting to dance with him, but that at the time my grandma was going pretty steady with some guy that no one in our family liked, but that my grandma lee as usual was going out with numerous people one of them being my grandpa. In fact Mavis said that on the day that my grandma Monty called Mavis to tell her that she was getting married that Mavis was like NOOO Monty, you cant get married to him, then my grandma was like "arent you even going to ask who I'm getting married to?" ( I'd just like to say I think thats really funny that you who have to ask who are you getting married to, lol i mean really how many people have you had to ask who when they tell you they are engaged??) which is when Mavis found out that she was getting married to my grandpa wilf. This is likely where i told my aunt that her and my grandma were totally old school players!! lol

So today I have a challange in my blog, that everyone should go home and ask there grandparents how they met, and i dont just mean the basic story i mean the real, gorry detailed story. This is not only because they are actually super interesting but also cause our grandparents are unfortunatly unrenewable resources, and you'll regret it if you dont. I dont mean to be a downer, just saying my mind here. Well ill catch you on the flip side, laterz

have i ever mentioned how impatient i am..

So ( have u noticed how i start like every blog with so lol) before i forget i am completely in love with John Legend, especially ordinary people (the piano is awesome) and tossing and turning, Great songs for chillin lol. Some of his songs are a little odd but i like almost all of them!!
If u guys are getting sick of me talking about my stupid boy situations then plz tell me to shut my pie hole. seriously! lol
So with the first one, lets call him Peter for the fun of it cause otherwise this could get confusing lol and the player, the second one is going o be called Issac lol.
Well theres not much to tell u about petet, except i've decided not to make a move because I know he knows i like him ( thats funny and reminds me of Friends when there were all trying not to let the other people know that they knew then knew that they knew, ect lol). with this in mind i think that if he knows then its not only his duty, but also if he hasnt made a move then its him saying he doesnt like me or hes super shy, either way he needs to step up. Also i dont want to be like a crazy stalked or push him too much you know, maybe hes just doesnt know, so no matter the case im going to just keep being me and go with the flow.
Secondly, issac, o issac this one makes me want to shoot my self in the face!!! Ill start with the funniness, the other night we all went to country night at wise guys (except for alyssa she had an in class essay the next day =( ) and so me and Issac were dancing and my everyone else was sitting drinking and jay was like if those two dont hook up soon im going to put date rap in both their drinks lol ( k just make sure its clear, he wasnt serious its a joke tehe funniness).
Then the next day sara was talking to issac and some how i came into the convo and he she asked what was going on between us. He said that "he obviously liked me, cause if he was just in it for a hook up then he would have gotten bored a long time ago and moved on," so that's interesting enough but then the next day he asked her if he should go after me or this other girl, that " this other girl is hot and would do things a lot faster than Kaitlan would, (aka: shes easy), but Kaitlan is Kaitlan" WHAT!?!? what does that mean??"But Kaitlan is Kaitlan"??
Again any advice, comments, or interprecations are very welcome lol
sorry it tool so long to update this thinger but ya here it is, i dont really know what else to say. well i could spew somemore but im not sure who it would help lol ttyl

" So that's when I realized I neither know what a move is, or how to make one...."

So i haven't posted for ever, and i really dont have time to be posting but i will anyways lol. So i had an anthropology test this morning, which I studied my butt of for, and i totally did awesome on it!!! I think I got and A, maybe a B+ if i missed something, but he had the answers out for us after wards and Im pretty sure I got an A!!!!! A for anthropology baby! SO heres my theory lol I got a B on my Biology too, so its b for bio, a for anthro, lets just hope i never have to take forensics or french lol.
Here's the real reason for my blog though, so i like this guy, but i've pretty much had it spelt out to me that if i want anything to happen then i need to make the first move (as long with the second and third likely lol) So does anyone have any idea on what sorta "move" i should make, ask him to a movie sorta thing. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also on a completely different stage, I have this friend who is a major player to put it plainly. And we've been getting pretty close, and hanging out lots. But i never really thought anything of any of his moves, since he's a player and all players want is to get into your pants ( as do the majority of men in my personal opinion but thats a completely different topic!! lol). But my room mate and floor mate told me yesterday that they think it might be more, that he acts different around me, and they pointed out the fact that he usually gets bored with girls and moves onto other ones, while I've shut him down numerous times and he keeps coming back. This makes me think, cause I never allowed myself to even consider the fact that he might like me more than a conquest.... Not really a question, im just spilling my guts here. cause thats what i do, i figure its better to be spilt on the net, instead of ripping around in my head forever more.
But i really have to run to class so Ill try to blog again soon, and ya any suggestions on the move making though would be GREAT!!! talk to u all laters!

lets check the fridge....pickles it is??

what happened on ur weekend ,well i got in a car accident, but in more exciting news I BOUGHT MY FIRST PINK SHIRT EVER!!!

So ya this weekend I got in a car accident which since Im a little messed up in the head, is actually kinda exciting and cool to me. Ashley had so graciously as always allowed me to tag along on her drive home (which was excitement in its self!! a little tiny car with five university student (Ashley, Bradley, Janna, Terrel, and moi). So we all had our own seperate thanksgivings ( but i will come back to this).Then I tagged along on the way home as well. It was a pretty usual trip home, kinda quiet i slept alot lol. SO then we're driving through Winnipeg minding our own buisness, im not really paying alot of attention and then for some reason I look up the lights and I realize it's red and im thinking what the freak, O well I guess we're running a red lol, but then Ashley says "We're all going to die" ( not in a scary way more of a sarcastic way really lol) and im like what I look over and BAM we get smoked by a van. For some reason I covered my face ( where the logic in that is I dont know, maybe it means that Im really vain lol) and we fly over one curb and the we fly over another curb and finally come to a stop. It was pretty crazy, but everyone was ok so it was all good. Then all the bystanders were like how did you not hit the poles, I was just like meh their not that close it wasn't that hard for us to miss them. Later I looked at them and I have no idea how we didn't wrap ourselves around at least one of the three poles?!?! some one was definatly helping ash drive through this one!!!
We drove through the two (the one with the light and theres another smaller one) and then missed this big one too, I have no I dea how!! It's crazy to think that honest to goodness if we had been a meter farther into the intersection that both mine and ashely's door would have been hit which likely would have caused possible serious injury or maybe even death! Or we could have very easily head on smacked one of those poles or both really. But since it didn't and everyone was okay Im kinda stoked and for some sick reason am like i want to do it again but this time with out covering my face!! I am so messed up. Heres another sick thought, we must have FLOWN over that first median thing, it was slightly inclinded, like a ramp, I bet we pulled some serious "dukes of hazard" stuff and flew over it, I bet we got some sweet air lol.
Even though I know this is a hard act to follow and your all thinking Kaitlan how could anything you do after this be exciting, o just you wait it gets even more exciting!! This weekend got a new cell phone (not really that exciting), so if u guys want to get in contact with me it's 365-7050, learn it, love it, use it lol. Drum roll please, I totally bought my first pink shirt EVER this weekend!! Im excited aren't you, and it was only 5 dollars!! Very exciting. Other than that nothing to exciting happened it was a pretty regular weekend, ate way to much as per usual. But it's ten oclock and I really need to go get readu for class. Catch you guys later!!

"But I know u'r heart belongs to someone u’ve yet to meet."

I don't have to much to write about today, Im just sitting here waiting to go to lunch with alyssa and jay. First off I guess a big thank you to everyone who's sent me messages and phone calls at 1:30 in the morning, I love all you guys you rock my socks . It's weird that we're all so far apart!!
Secondly I will resort to the topic that is usually on my brain, boys ugghhhh!!!
Stupid Mark for being cute, stupid Cory for being so charming and stupidest Ian for being none of the above. lol
So I pretty much decided that me and mark should just be friends for a number of reason one being distance. I haven't told him this yet or anything I'm just trying to not be flirty or anything when we talk, so what does he do ughhh he tells me that he missed my stupid jokes, but more so he misses me (last time he left we were joking and i said that he would miss my stupid jokes and he said never to sum that up). *Shoot myself in the face* ahhh!! So this left me with one of three things to do, i) have the talk ii) lead him on and say i miss him too iii) joke about it and ignore it DING DING DING we have a winner, ya i pretty much ignored it. So ya I dont know what to do about that but im really just hoping it will go away lol
LOL corey had a dream that i got shot and died lol not that charming i know but let me expalin it lol so the other day really early he msn'd me and was like "I had the freakiest dream last night, I woke up and it seemed so real i could barely get back to sleep." (to make things simple I'll just summarize this for you lol) He had a dream that we were all in pembina eating and that a gangster came in and just started shooting at people and I got shot and died. Then every one was really sad, and that they had a funeral and that him alyssa and jay all dropped out cause they were so sad. He also said that he cried in his dream when I died lol So i dont really know what that would mean but lol its kinda funny. (this isn't why hes charming, he just is in everyday life) Any interprecations???
Finaly ian o ian lol So my friedn ben told me that i should just be straight forward but sneaky at the same time sorta thing so thats what i was doing but he keeps avoiding making jokes lol how come he can be so smooth in avoidence lol but not when going for a girl?? So i've kinda decided to take this as a polite sorry I'm not interested. Although some times I could swear its the other way that he is interested, but I'm horrible at this boy stuff I always end up attracting people i'd rather not and then so how turning away boys i like. Thats real talent I tell you!!
Ya any comments suggestion or interprecations would be muchly appreciated lol What does it mean when a boy dreams about you dieing lol??=)~ I'm starting to think that maybe I'm one of those people who just wants what she can't have!!!
The title today is from the song "You will be loved" by death cab for cutie ( what a messed up name for a band!!) ya if you dont download it at least look up the lyrics I love just listening to the words of this song!!! its awesome but you know i miss all you guys talk to you all later, toodles!!

Mixed weekend

This weekend was a very mixed weekend. I went to virden to visit with my roomates family and for Jay's 18th birthday party. That was lots of fun, everyone thought i looked just like the imfamous AMY (alyssa had an austrailian exchange student a couple years ago, and everyone thinks we look the same) ran into sean and doug too which was cool.
Now for the not so great part of my weekend. Im not so good with feeling and such and Im not really sure how to tell people this or if I should even tell anyone this. On the other hand I would want to know if it happened to you guys so I'll just spill.
As some of you know my grandma lee has been battling cancer for a while now and well on saturday morning she passed away. I don't think it's really hit me yet. It was so weird last night when I was preaying cause I always pray like look after my family and friends and my grandma and grandpa lee but then i was like wait ummm ya it was really weird but i don't know. I found out about it on the way to virden and i just sat in the back seat and I could even tell alyssa cause I knew that if I said it out loud I'd lose it. It was really weird like if I didnt say it out loud that it wouldn't be true or something. But ya I think If i keep writing about it that I'll likely start crying, and alyssa would likely be very confused lol me just sitting here typing and crying. So if you see erica dont be scared to give her a hug lol but maybe not in public cause I can see her bursting into tears and shes not really a hugger but if you could just let her now that your there for her cause I can't really be there that would be great.
I think for now thats all I really have to talk about, the rest is just stuff you've all heard before so I'll catch you all later, miss you guys lots xoxox kaitlan

" Looking @ you through the glass, Im not sure how much time has past...."

I went home this weekend, didn't really get anything done though lol. Got home and hung out at bakers for a while. Which was lots of fun, then i went home and watched a movie and went to sleep. The next day we got to BURN FIELDS!!! This is the only part of farming that I like, and o do i like it. After that my phone was dying but i was trying to make plans to get into brandon so i could get to leannas b-day party. So i ran erica over there before the party, and charged her up. So originally me and ash bash thought we might go but then she decided after her uncles party that she wouldnt really want to go do anything else so i had to find someone else to go with. So i was talking to mark and he was like we could go if u want. So thats what we did. So first off he was like we'll meet at the sandy lake school so i got there ten mins early waited and waited and then i texted him and i was like where are you and he was like behind the school where are u lol that was kinda funny but anywho so we hung out there for a while with codie, marcus and arron ( i think thats his name hes marks little bro), which was actually kinda fun just messing around in the old sandy lake school. Then we finally left and we were going to take his car, but his parents had taken his car, so then we were going to take his parents truck but it had no gas so thats right folks we took the loser cruiser!!! So we booked her to brandon and then stood in line for houstans for like 2 HOURS it was insane, i felt like a sardine!!! finally got in and found leanna and partied her up it was definatly a good time. Almost worth the two hour wait.
When we were leaving I ran into Jeff ( well it might be geff but thats a long silly story that Ill tell u if u ask me but for right now ill leave out lol) and he gave me a big hug and then hes like can I give you a kiss and i was like i dont think you should, then he was like why are you here with your boyfriend and i was like no but i am here with a boy so then he's like can I at least give you a kiss on the forehead and I was like definatly. It was very cute and made me feel very special!!!=)
I think Kissing a girl on the forhead is like the cutest thing ever or even on the cheek, I love it, I dont know why, its just super cute and I dont think guys understand how much it means to us girlies. But maybe that just me, maybe the rest of you think its weird! ;)
umm then we had a very very very scary car ride and spent the night at leannas which was pretty funny. but its getting late and im forgetting the real point of my story so we ll leave it there lol later dayz ( o ya Im in love with the song "through the glass" by stone sour and I really want the piano music for it i think It Would ROCK!! lol)

Pathetic lol

So after the social I just kinda hung out with Jay and the crew in his room until about 2:00 when Whitey, Jason and Ian showed up and were likely " Kaitlan we've been looking for you all night"( which made me feel pretty special) so then i left with them. ( Anyone who knows me, knows that I've had the biggest crush on ian likely since the day i met him lol) So i had this pillow and i was and I was randomly beating up whoever i could find lol and i was beating up ian and he turned around and was like thats it and then he picked me up and we wrestled a little ( which was a major highlight of my night ( wow thats really sad)) and then we all went up to jasons room and then i said night and went to bed.
Nothing really happened on sunday, and on monday I went shopping with mark, but he brought his friend?? ( what is that? what does that mean? who brings a friend? this mark kid is way to confusing for me) He pretty much ignored me too so i wasnt overly thrilled about how that went. But then after he left and got home he started talking to me on msn?? What is that? but o well thats pretty much how my weekend went.
o haha Ben ( hodges actually from ham town) has decided that since Im such a nice girlie that he's going to set me up with Ian ( they have states together lol). The saddest part of that is even the possibility of it actually happening makes me supper happy and smily how sad is that. I really need a life. (and I've again put myself out there completely so that if Ian or mark ever read this they will think I am a complete retard, and possibly a little creepy lol) So that pretty much sums up my sad existance lol hope ur all having more exciting lives than me, Ill be coming home this weekend I think so maybe see you guys later,ttys much love

" We'll drink your beer, and F* your mom, cause speechly Hall is number 1" lol

So I kinda suck at this blogging stuff, it's just really hard to sit down and write everything. Plus It seems that anything I have to write about will only be interesting to me, it feels like I have so much I could write about but at the same time it feels like I have nothing lol.
So on friday Alyssa went home for the weekend and I was all alone, well not really I just hung out with Jay and Corey all weekend ( scott went home too). I also got to hang out with new people, who are now kinda in our little group, Sara and Brianna ( who I will try and get pictures of). So on friday night we were all hanging out in Jays room when I got a call from mark saying he was in winnipeg. That I should come let him in. So i did i was like thats pretty cool. BUT then he wanted me to help him get to his friend Rachelles room, so we did and the gears in my head slowly turned for me to realise duuhhhh hes not here for you retard! So I made small talk with them for a little while and then made an excuse to leave, feeling extrememly cheap and stupid. So I went back and hung out with jay and them for the rest of the night, nothing overly eventful happened for the rest of the night.
The next day mark started texting me before we went to the spirit cup football game. I asked if he was still at rachelles and he laughed and said no but then a little while later he texted me and said that He and Rachelle were just old friends nothing more ( which did make me feel a little better lol)
So we went to spirit cup which was fun ( crappy football gae but lots of fun) it was like all the residents against eachother, and we had cheers lol ours was "we can drink, and we can F*** but we don't think, That thats enough, So we'll drink your beer, and F*** your mom, cause speechly hall, Is number one" Pretty crazy and I felt a little bad cause there was a bunch of little kids around lol. Every house was jeering the other one it was lots of fun.
So skip to that night there was the MArdi Gras social, lol me and Brianna got a butt load of beads and we didnt even show any skin ( there was some boy stuff that occured here but ill write that later today or else this blog would go on forever) We just went around offering two kisses on the cheek at once ;)~ it worked very well, but I'll continue this later cause I have to go to class.
Miss u guys lots talk to you all later,

peoples

So these are some of the people I have met so far, I've been kinda lazy in the making new friends department so most of them are Alyssa's friends whom I've acquired lol :D So first off I gotta introduce you to Jay. He's the reason I have internet at the moment and therefore am still sane lol. You see I like to play around with settings which is silly cause I really don't know what I'm doing. So I some how managed to bugger up my internet. The Jay came to the rescue and fixed it for me!! Hooray! So what can I tell you about Jay well he's from virden and he's pretty smart in the tech department. He also has a nice truck with a bizzar sound system ( Note to self don't sit in the back seat in the far left corner, trust me) he also has a nice tv so I've watched a couple of movies down in his room on his very small bed but it works. The other night we watched Euro Trip which makes me think of "Scotty doesn't know", Funny song, but that leads me to the next person Scott.
<--Scott wins for the smallest room, but I guess he's by himself so thats otay. Also from virden, he seems like a pretty smart kido, taking engineering I think but I know he's taking Calculus which to me is another name for hell in textbook form!! He also has a sweet car, but it needs a paint job. ( Which I totally made a dink of myself cause when I first saw it I didn't know it was his and I was like sweet car, but it needs a paint job, ya way to go sticking my ginormous feet in my mouth lol) He also pretty cool cause hes the only one who doesn't constantly make fun of my favorite sport of all time BASKETBALL!! Which I am like completely deprived of right now. The only other person who doesn't hate basketball is Darren, who I don't think loves basketball by any means, I just don't think he hates it lol. ( I don't know if anyone else notices but I am freaking amazing at le-ways (that is completely spelt wrong) lol) Darren-->
is one of the only people I know thats not from Virden ( well maybe thats a bit of an exaggeration but anywho..) He's from some place that starts with a D that I can not remember but its inbetween here and thunderbay. He's really good an video games and hes in agro buiness I think. He let me play with his tetris game too which at first was lots of fun but then I quickly remembered how repetative it gets. But it was fun while it lasted lol. I totally actually was the one to first be friends with him too, I didn't just borrow him form alyssa lol but the story is kinda long, repetative and not very interesting so I'll just move on to Corey ( te he that was not a leway but if it was it'd be a very funny one). Corey is also from virden, ( Corey, Jay and Scott all are friends kinds like the three musketters or if your from shoal lake the three musky steers lol) This is turning into a very long blog and its almost supper time so I'll try to finish quick! Corey is also in engineering I think and has a thing against basketball ( I personally think its cause he's short but thats just my opinion lol) And ya thats pretty much all the pictures I have of people so far, Yes i realise they're all guys but they're the only people who have been in our room, and Yes i realise how bad that sounds so stop being such perverts and realise that guys smell so their rooms become smelly and then they go hang out in other peoples rooms and I personally am a bit of a tomboy so my room is also a little smelly ( just a little lol) so I prefer to hang out in other more girlie girls rooms that smell much better!!! SO if my camera stays in my room how am I going to get pictures of anyone but boys alyssa and myself?? Answer me that!! well I think I'm going to go eat now cause I've completely forgotten the point of my rant lol talk to you guys later hope your having a blast without me lol toodles...

REZ

So this is my rez room. I got a double and totally out and got a gggreat roomie!!!
<--This Is Alyssa and she comes from Lenore ( It's like between Kenton and Virden) She has this boyfriend Erik and they are very cute together!!:)So this is our room its not too bad. I like it alot better then the Tache rooms. They look kinda cool and old school, but ours have better furniture=) Umm what else can I tell you about rez, Jason lives one floor down which is kinda funny. The other night we had a feild trip to the OC it was lots of fun Lots of dancing. Wow some guys can just NOT dance!! I mean I personally know I am a bad dancer especially when Two stepping (hehe jason was trying to dance with me to salza music, it didn't work very well:)) But there were some guys that were just brutal!! Alyssa kept saving me from this one guy it was awesome ( have I mentioned how amazing my room mate is!!) So for now I'm going to leave it at that and go take pictures of the new people I've met!! Then I can show them to you lol. So catch you later and as always much love!! (ya I know Im copying ashley:D)

Biggest tool in history!!

So this is Mark. I've decided to stop calling him hot mark because if anyone from Sandy Lake ever saw my blog I would be so amazingly beyond embarrassed, it would be like crawl into a corner and die or wearing a brown paper bag on your head for the rest of your life embarrassed. Or something like that, I could go on but I think you've gotten the point. So first off I'd just like to start by saying I know I am a massive tool, possibly the biggest tool in the history of tools, but just bear with me and be happy for me lol. So I had his phone number which was great. But anyone one who knows me knows that I have this big unreasonable phobia of calling people. So obviously I wasn't going to call him so what should I do with this number?? TEXT him moo haha. I'd personally just like to thank who ever invented texting cause they are my HERO!!! But o no the story doesn't end there folks, he text me back!! Craziness I know! So ya we've been texting lots. This is where everyone gives Kaitlan a standing applause for sucking it up and texting a boy lol. Yeppers Although its kinda a bizarre picture I thought it might be helpful to show you who joe was too. You know just trying to help out my imagenary friends who read my blog lol. Once more this is where i pray!! that no one from Sandy Lake EVER seens my blog lol.
So where did you get these pictures Kaitlan you might ask. Well yesterday me and gill went to the Sandy Lake Bar. It was lots of fun, although I do have to admit not as much fun as Southgate but still a good time.
Umm Im actually supposed to be gettig packed for tomorrow right now, so I think this is where I'll leave it and next time I write I'll be in the peg in my new rez. Exciting! Well Im going to now quote some of my good friends with " Later Dayz"

Southgate

So I sucked it up ad went to Southgate, and I'd just like to say I'M SOOO HAPPY I DID! lol I had so much fun and I didn't drink anything at all.
So Jamie, Chris, Gill and me all went up to southgate yesterday. First of we got there way to early, it was like completely empty and we were like ummm crap. So for the first while we just sat around ad talked but then at about 10:30 people started showing up. Christie was there who I haven't seen for ages, so that was awesome. Then I saw Joe and hot Mark, and they both gave me hugs ( Janna has turned me into a hug junkie I love getting and even giving hugs now lol and Joe said I gave him a really good hug :)~) So ya we were all dancing and I saw Johnny Braschuck. I got to dance with Chris , Johnny and Hot Mark. But then Jamie started mouthing off to people so me and Gill had to help him out twice then he tried to start a fight and got kicked out, so we made him sleep in the van lol. Umm ya I'm trying to keep this short cause I've been told my blogs are too big lol so to sum it up. I got to dance with Hot Mark and that pretty much made my night and then he gave me his phone number which was even better. Although I was too stupid to give him mine so I'll likely just keep his number and never do anything with it. lol O And I just realized my phone can text lol so maybe I'll do that we'll see. Catch you later.

"You're an idiot you know that"LOL

Last night was lots of fun. I'm not really sure where to start so I think I'll just float around the evening and forget about trying to keep it in order. ( o as I'm sure you'll notice, I'm on my home computer, where many of the keys are not very reliable so have fun lol) So the funniest thing of the whole evening was talking to Jeremy, Lenard ( who showed up again!=)~) and Colin. They were giving me all this advice about how guys at bars are super sleezy, well that's how I took it anyways. In there some where Jeremy asked me who made the biggest impression on me or who would i have considered the most kinda thing. Colin was kept guessing Mark. I don't have a clue why everyone thinks we have a thing, or who started the big rumor that we were going out?? I personally think mark is the shiznic lol Nice guy super hot, but way out of my league I thought. Then the other day Martha said that she thought he had a thing for me lol this made me feel pretty good, but I've gone completely off topic. So I told Jeremy that about this one guy (who happened to be in the bathroom at the time) and we talked about that for a while till he guy came out and sat by Jeremy and Jeremy just stared at him and was like "You're an idiot you know that". I could not stop laughing, maybe it was a you had to be there sorta thing but it was awesome to see him say this to this guy who had pretty much been ignoring me lately , it rocked my socks. The guy was like "O I know" and Jeremy was like "you have No idea". It was priceless!! After that every so often Jeremy would just look over and tell the guy he was so stupid and the guy kept joking about it and saying he knew but he had no idea. O what I would pay to be there when Jeremy tells him what we were talking about lol. If that guy ever reads this He would know exactly who i was talking and it would be so funny to see him realise what was going on lol.
So before any of this happened at the start of the night there was a staget group come in. That was pretty entertaining too. They had these cards that they scratched and what ever the card said you had to do, so a bunch had to go use the guys washroom and one had to go ask Roger for a codom and it was just pretty entertaining. Umm what else so back to my talk with the guys, they told me all about this pig scrabble thing lol. So they were telling me about how after two guys start to go for the not so attrative ladies and they call it the pig scramble. And to always get a cab after two never take a ride. It was all kinda cute, looking after you sorta advice, made me feel kinda special lol. Guys are still crazy though! After he had told me all about what guys do at bars, I was like so how do I know then If it's a good guy talking to me and he told me that you won't realise a nice/good guy is hitting on you until afterwards if ever. Doesn't that just make life so much easier. lol Then there like if your every in doubt just call us up lol it was pretty funny.
Joe and Mark told me that I should go to southgate ( i think thats what it's called) on tuesday, and you know what I was actually thinking of going but I'm not going to go by myself so unless I can find someone to go with I don't think it's going to happen. That's about it really, I've already made myself look like a silly little girl, but I'm okay with thatLOL I figure if everyone else was as painfully open about who they liked who they didn't like ect, and everyone kept blogs like this life would be much easier. Instead of trying to figure out if someone liked you, you could just go to there blog and figure it out for yourself!! So much easier and then you could choose for your self what you wanted to do with that info. So ya I'm completely spilled my guts, hopefully no one from Sandy Lake every reads this lol. Again whoever you are reading this I expect feedback, anything at all. Catch ya later!

And they lived happily ever after?

I'll start out by saying that at this moment I am totally writing on my new laptop!! Very very exciting! So I guess now I have no excuses for spelling mistakes since all the keys are fully operational lol.
So tonight is my last night working at Sandy Lake! Wow it's going to be so weird to not be working with Martha and Lenard anymore=( I'm actually like really retardly sad about this. What's that about? At one time I hated going to work there, dreaded it, but now I kinda look forward to it. Although it does tend to make me sorta ignore my friends who are under 18 and not really hick bar scene kinda people lol, for which I am very very sorry and owe you guys so much for not being grouchy about it, you guys rock! Hopefully there will be lots of people there tonight, but they might all be farming. But who knows? Just like Lenard wasn't supposed to be there at all this weekend he was supposed to be crummy combining, but then he was there last night hooray! and he gave me a good bye hug, which made me kinda sad. Mark and Colin were there yesterday too and I was like are you guys coming tomorrow and mark was like why what's so special about tomorrow and so I told him it was my last shift. So he said he would definatly try to be there which was exciting. Colin said he will likely be swathing, which is kinda sad but at the same time kinda fitting lol. So whatever we'll see. There's not much else I can say really,to be completely, almost painfully honest, I kinda wish I was going to be there for a little while longer to see if someone was going to make a move or not, but of late they seem completely uninterested anyways so I guess there wouldn't be a point anyways. Yeppers guys, you make me so confused as a gender in general lol. The creepy ones you wish would leave or go bug someone else stay and flirt endlessly, while the nice ones you want to flirt with or just talk seem to become retardly shy or illiterate, or there's some super skanky girl in the way lol. Guys guys guys, plz someone explain to me why this is?? Ya I think thats all I have to rant about today lol. Plus I'm really supposed to be cleaning so ttyl.

To call or not to call

K so i guess now is a good time to spill my guts, although I can sorta see this coming back to bite me lol so anyways so this is just what I've been wondering lately..... If a guy gives you his number and you give him yours who's responsibility is it to make the first call?? For instance you've been getting to know this guy and ever things going good, you bug each other, you flirt, all that good stuff. Then you give him your number and he gives you his. But then nothing really happens... so you kinda make jokes about it, and he says stuff like well you know phones work both ways, you both laugh about it ( another question would be is making jokes about him not calling a bad thing? Does it give off an impression that you would be clingy or something crazy like that) Any ways again neither of you call the other. So is this just past the point of bothering to call, would it be weird now?? I'm sure this is just me thinking about this way too much but that's kinda my thing and what I do lol. So is it the girls or the guys responsibility or does it have nothing to do with gender and more so who gave their number first?? I have no idea!! I hate talking on the phone anyways! Unless I'm good friends with the person or unless their really good at talking, like suzane!! Otherwise it's just awckward, kinda like hey, ya hey , and then there's a long silence and then a little bit of small talk then possibly some fake laughing, maybe some lame jokes and more fake laughter. Well thats maybe the worse case scenerio lol. I think that I'm just a bad phone talker, cause unless you know me it's hard to appreciate my humor=)
On the other hand I wonder if him not calling and also starting to be a little shy is cause its coming up to the end of the summer and I'm moving to Winnipeg and he's staying here so it's not like we're going to see each other anymore anyways. Kinda thinking this isn't really going anywhere so why proceed thought.
But it could also be that he just wanted some and since that hasn't happened has lost interest!
( Just cause I know this question is coming from many of my friends when, or even if they ever read this, No I am not in-like with this guylol, it's just that all of a sudden things kinda stopped and I was like o k what just happened? So confused lol, Kinda just hoping that I could be friends with this funny guy but whatever)
Well I started out wondering about all this and now I've kinda lost my train of thought lol so hopefully you'll at least find this a little entertaining. Or maybe you can at least find some humor in my lameness lol.
~ If anyone ever invented a machine that would allow you to read other peoples true thoughts they would become a millionaire~
So if you have any thoughts at all please share, leave a message, unless its wow katie you have way to much time on your hands you need a REAL LIFE!! In that case I already got the memo. Six times lol jj.

oooo shiny things!!

K so I thought I'd try this blog thing, partly just so i could leave a comment on jodi's blog, but also partly cause I'm going to University this fall and this way i can fill you guys in on my undoubtedly exciting life lol. So here it goes although, I wouldn't be suprised if it was short lived cause I do tend to have a bit of a short attention span. I started a piczo or whatever its called and didn't post one pic!! So i'll try really hard to keep this updated. SO I guess I should start by describing myself or something. I'm 5'8 maybe 9 if I ever stood up straight , I have the worst posture ever! I have long brown hair, gray eyes, big feet and even bigger hands. Other then that i don't really have anything to remark upoun. I guess I'm supposed to write about my life and what I did today as well so here is the exciting day I've had thus far. I started by going to the farm and helping moe the swather to the feild we were starting and helping open the feild and take samples to pioneer ect, and thats pretty much how my day went. Are you jealous yet?? That's pretty much it. The other day I went to my friend ashley's party. It was lots of fun. But I ate way to much lol especially her moms cookies, yummm. But it's time I stopped boring you ( who ever you happen to be lol), hopefully the next one will be more exciting!!