I don't have to much to write about today, Im just sitting here waiting to go to lunch with alyssa and jay. First off I guess a big thank you to everyone who's sent me messages and phone calls at 1:30 in the morning, I love all you guys you rock my socks . It's weird that we're all so far apart!!
Secondly I will resort to the topic that is usually on my brain, boys ugghhhh!!!
Stupid Mark for being cute, stupid Cory for being so charming and stupidest Ian for being none of the above. lol
So I pretty much decided that me and mark should just be friends for a number of reason one being distance. I haven't told him this yet or anything I'm just trying to not be flirty or anything when we talk, so what does he do ughhh he tells me that he missed my stupid jokes, but more so he misses me (last time he left we were joking and i said that he would miss my stupid jokes and he said never to sum that up). *Shoot myself in the face* ahhh!! So this left me with one of three things to do, i) have the talk ii) lead him on and say i miss him too iii) joke about it and ignore it DING DING DING we have a winner, ya i pretty much ignored it. So ya I dont know what to do about that but im really just hoping it will go away lol
LOL corey had a dream that i got shot and died lol not that charming i know but let me expalin it lol so the other day really early he msn'd me and was like "I had the freakiest dream last night, I woke up and it seemed so real i could barely get back to sleep." (to make things simple I'll just summarize this for you lol) He had a dream that we were all in pembina eating and that a gangster came in and just started shooting at people and I got shot and died. Then every one was really sad, and that they had a funeral and that him alyssa and jay all dropped out cause they were so sad. He also said that he cried in his dream when I died lol So i dont really know what that would mean but lol its kinda funny. (this isn't why hes charming, he just is in everyday life) Any interprecations???
Finaly ian o ian lol So my friedn ben told me that i should just be straight forward but sneaky at the same time sorta thing so thats what i was doing but he keeps avoiding making jokes lol how come he can be so smooth in avoidence lol but not when going for a girl?? So i've kinda decided to take this as a polite sorry I'm not interested. Although some times I could swear its the other way that he is interested, but I'm horrible at this boy stuff I always end up attracting people i'd rather not and then so how turning away boys i like. Thats real talent I tell you!!
Ya any comments suggestion or interprecations would be muchly appreciated lol What does it mean when a boy dreams about you dieing lol??=)~ I'm starting to think that maybe I'm one of those people who just wants what she can't have!!!
The title today is from the song "You will be loved" by death cab for cutie ( what a messed up name for a band!!) ya if you dont download it at least look up the lyrics I love just listening to the words of this song!!! its awesome but you know i miss all you guys talk to you all later, toodles!!
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Frick I'll just find out how to tow a banner behind a plane and we'll fly over Ian's house! Problem solved!
Why does everyone assume he doesn't know?? I'm pretty sure it's kinda obvious that he does or at least he should have a very very good idea!! It's not a bad idea though lol.
Because guys aren't very good at picking up subtle stuff or sometimes when they do pick it up their like no way I must be wrong. Or at least that's how I roll.
You know what would be funnier. If instead of a Mark and Corey you had a Corey and Trevor. Do you know why that would be funny? Because Corey and Trevor are from Trailer Park Boys and now I'm blabbering so I'm going to go now. Oh and yeah guys are just unsure people sometimes around girls. At least I am but I'm not your average.
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