pressin on pressin on...

hey chicka so thought i should fill u in on my life since i havent written for a while....
BOYS: i've decieded that I can't have a boy and stay focused on school so although i wouldnt push a boy away im really not looking or putting effort into finding one either...this said i still have moments of o wouldnt it be nice to have someone to cuddle with but ya whatever SCHOOL FIRST!!
ME: so i sorta need a gym buddy to keep me responsible u know what i mean cause lately i just eat eat eat and i've always believed that someone who wants to lose weight just has to say im going to go to the gym and eat less but lately i've just ate ate ate and started a protest against gym going so i need u to keep me responsible...i feel so out of control right now where as when i was going to the gym early every morning i just felt better about myself ....and therefor better about life and whatnot......i just feel like a tired blob now....im not saying im fat ( although that is how i feel) im just saying i want to get in control again....so please be my gym buddy and give me a hard time about eating right and going to the gym please!!!
other then that im boring and feel like a failure at school....see ur not the only one who feels that ways sometimes, u just have to realize and i do that sometimes u get down, i find it happens the most in fall cause there is less sun and what not so yes just "pressin on pressin on, cause I'm done with that, I wont take this anymore......."lol yes yes
had soup for dinner today and it was possibly the best meal i've had in a long time ...but back to studying might write more laters...night

time for a change

SO (i like how i start the majority of these with SO lol) ever since i got to rez this year( realistically since i moved to rez my first year lol) I have felt for lack of better words fat. And the fact that the first two weeks we were here we ate little more then pizza did not help, and since then it has just been getting worse daily. I just watched this video on face book of a friends friend who weighted 270 pounds and decided it was time for him to lose some weight and he did this eight week challenge where he worked out hard core...it was really impressive, i think he ended up losing 30 pounds in eight weeks which is super intense. I dont wan to be that extreme but i want to weigh 135 ( unrealistically i would not complain at 130, but trying to be realistic 135 is ideal), i havent weighed myself in about two weeks but i think i am in the 145-150 range.
Biggest reasons for current weight gain are pretty obvious eating crummy food to the extreme and not going to the gym. SO after watching this guy video journal his challenge im going to attempt to blog my challenge which isnt very extreme at all but ill try it anyways...at the moment i cant fully commit cause i just dont have time, which i realize is an excuse but i just don't so im going to focus on better eating for the first while.....i did really well yesterday but not so great today.... Here i go-goal for tomorrow, hmmm..... start small.....no candy, which seems like not a big deal but i have the worst sweet tooth ever so here goes nothing....starting my week challenge which if i can do that ill move on to smaller better things hehe

studying.....dos and donts

k so here is what works for me obviously it may not work for u but here it goes anyways....
Figure out when u calm down, i personally calm down at night and my first year i practically would get nothing done till after 10:30, i would sit around all day trying to study but would only become efficient between the hours of 10:30 and 3am......although lately i have kinda trained myself to be more effective, I go to class from 9:30-12, and then sometimes have lunch if im hungry, but either way i dont go back to my room if i can avoid it, i even try to avoid lunch and prefer to pick up a to go bag cause after i sit with people or go to my room i am completely out of study mode...so i go straight from class to a study area, like today i went to the green house cafe and sat in a corner by myself with a coffee and just gaver...and read 30 pages in two hours which isnt that fast but people kept texting me so im pretty happy with that.
TURN YOUR CELLPHONE ON SILENT OR OFF.....i know it seems like u can concentrate and text at the same time, u can't so give it up lol if u have to have it on then turn it on silent and leave it on the desk but if i were u i would just leave it on silent in ur bag where u cant see it and check it later,....realistically there is never going to be a huge crisis u need to respond to asap....me on the other hand their might so i just leave it on silent on the table...this goes for class too....i know u think u absorb it just by being in class again nice try.....If u've hauled yourself out of bed to go to class then BE IN CLASS, turn off ur phone , focus on ur prof it will safe u time later when u dont have to read the book cause u werent listening in class
so ya i like to study from (my classes end 12:30 ish) to four or five depending on attention span.....then take an hour to do something with out ur mind...facebook if u have to just relax for a bit ( sometimes u dont get this privilage but while its not CRAM CRAM time take the hour to destress and absorb what u've studied) then have supper with friends, also helps to destress ( ps DO NOT THINK WOW I'VE STUDIED LOTS THEREFOR I WILL REWARD MYSELF WITH PIZZA AND CHOCOLATE classic mistake just dont lol, if u need to reward urself then reward ur self with more relaxing time)
Then i go to another place to study, i try to change it up subject if i can, but not always possible , but definatly location , cant really explain it ...it just helps reboot
Water is also really helpful!....Snacks are hit and miss for me i mean i love snacks but i eat them just cause they are there not cause im hungry so i tend to stay away from them when possible....but speaking of supper i have to go with fiona now so i will finish this after...laters

1:27am

So here i am its 1:27 in the morning and i have an exam at 9 tomorrow morning which reminds me of why i even came online which was to find out where it is....whish is in the university center is says cool cool but now that its officially 2 am i am going to go to bed and dream about geography so night all hopefully will finish this tomorrow!

You asked for it..

So the anonymous blogger gods seem to be unhappy with me and have yellled at me commanding a new blog....so here is the newest issue of the sad existance of a girl with big feet called kaitlan. So what I should be doing right now is studying for my history exam tomorrow but instead im here writing about randomness which in its self is rather ironis since I've had four days to study for this exam and have yet to spend a full day of hardcore studying...why am i so good at procrastinating so really this is just another form of avoidance.
whats new with me, well i cut my hair..i now have bangs....pretty exciting I know. What else, well i've kinda met a guy....funny story...completely and utterly random which makes it even better. But i dont really feel like writing it all down at this very moment so maybe another time. So what can i tell u about this boy well he seems like this amazing gentlemen type figure but at the same time i have doubts that maybe its all a façade that he might actually be this big player....why do i trust no one..especially boys. So why do i think this well i originally thought he was this super nice guy cause we hung out an entire night and he didnt try to put any moves on me which may sound big headed but believe me its not..sorry brad but all guys tend to think and try for anything they can get. So since then we have talked alot! Like we start talking at 4-8 i go to the gym then from like 10-3 in the morning its retarded. Sara and Alyssa make fun of me constantly for it. But just the stuff we've talked about makes me a little nervous but at the same time the fact that he has told me the stuff and not tried to hide it seems like a good sign i would think that if he was just trying to play me and get some or whatever why would he tell me all that stuff and really alot of it does not exactly show him in a good light...another thing is that for the most part its been completely honest which is weird i mean usually when your getting to know someone at the start u kinda say what they want to hear you know what i mean or atleast i do. I dont mean that i lie i just mean that at the start im not super super strongly opinionated that comes later but ive pretty much told him exactly what ive thought about everything hes told me and he has yet to be like well ur a stuck up B**** or anything like that ( i mean its not that anyguy has ever said that to me but i've been pretty open with how I feel about some of the stuff hes done) I realize that the way i've been talking about him makes him sound like a less the reputable guy but thats cause im obviously not going to complain or wonder about the good stuff. So ya so were doing something on saturday and we'll see how it all works out.
There is this other sorta guy to that sara was trying to set me up with that I also kinda like. When we hang out hes alot of fun...at the same time i havent really ever just talked to him which is likely good cause if i talked to him as much as the other i would get absolutely NO work done lol. Ya i dont know what else to really say about that. But ya i really do need to get atleast some studying done and i really dont know what else to say. I don't know why i dont trust any guys i just dont and i likely never will sorry to all u guys ive just seen to many jerkwads treating my friends horribly but ya see how things go......talk to u all laters almost time to come home YA! laters

o Oprah........

Until now oprah has never failed me but sadly as of friday, Feb. 16 I can no longer believe that whatever Oprah says goes lol. K so they were talking about this plan that all u have to do to have everything you want is to decide what you WANT not what u dont want and take steps towards it which i personally think is silly. I mean really how many people are there out there that say all day long all i want to be is skinny and yet they aren't and just silly stuff like that i would just like to say i am very dissapointed lol....but anyways havent written in a while so i thought i would try to update it. in other news i got an A+ on my geography exam moo haha ( ok so i got an 86% which would usually only be an A but for some sweet reason in this class its an A+ so im just happy about that!) umm other than that i cant think of too much stuff thats new except that their was youth group curling on saturday and NO ONE TOLD ME jerks jj(well sorta just kidding) i love youth group curling so whatever for not telling me.....ummm other than that o ya new game for you guys out there if i was to say the name justin who would you think of and they have to be someone i would personally know....not justin menzies either cause i dont know him....yep thats about it ttyl

Domo arigato Mr. Roboto

K soooooo guess whos going to japan........drumroll......................ME!!! thats right in July I am hopping on a plane and going to japan for two weeks!!!!! Am i excited?hmmm well when my dad called to tell me i may have done a happy dance and when i told cameron the me and him are going to Japan we may have jumped up and down a little bit lol. Yeppers!! Im not sure what to talk about now, after talking about japan nothing else seems as exciting. Theres a cute boy in my history class, i think that history class is where i find all the cute guys, no do i talk to them? nope, do i talk to them? nope. so is there a point to seeing these pretty boys umm likely not, maybe one day ill talk to one of them. I doubt it though. hmmm i did have stuff to talk about but know its all run away so i have nothing to talk about. Im pretty excited about my bday coming up, but im also super scared, i mean im turning 19 thats old and ive done nothing, well it feels that way anyways and then after that ill be twenty!!!! thats insane to me. OOOO i remember what i was going to talk about lol on saturday after my japanese interview i went with leanna and erin to houstans, and i met the best dancer EVER! like not only could he two step and like really two step and he kept spinning me which was so much fun, he could also dance dance which was even more fun and i mean this wasnt just the lamo hand on ur hips this was real actual guy dancing lol. So ya i had alot of fun lol. I also ran into some people i hadnt seen in forever, like Johnny and travis but i feel bad about travis cause i thought he was jimmy and ya made a fool of myself but thats ok its been done before. So did i get the name and email of the amazing dancer............no im not cool like that but i think his name might have been ross maybe lol i dont know at the end he was like ill see u around and i was thinking ya unfortunatly likely not but ya o well if i ever did see him agian i would most definatly get his email he was a really nice guy but anywho thats all i really got for tonight and i should really be studying cause at 7 is beauty and the geek the best show ever and then i will likely go to the gym with kyle so ya check you guys later!

Old vs New

So this will be the last in the hot guys blog series. It sounded fun at the start but it was actually a bit of work! And hot guys should not be work lol Although i do have to admit if you ever have a really bad day just look up hot guys like chanting, cause u will soon be smiling lol (dont shake your head at me you know its true=))

So here is my last two pics, this first one is called

Ryan squared+Adam=HOTNESS

lol yeppers, i could come up with more silly sayings im sure but im really tired and as soon as im done posting this im going to bed

I also thought that it wouldnt be fair if i didnt include some hottie has

beens/still hot just old guys!

Yep So as to which are hotter the older or the older guys is up to you guys...................personally i throughly really enjoy ryan reynolds.....but at the same time u cant beat brad pitt and clive owen............but if i had to pick i mean if brad, ryan, and clive all came up to and were like kaitlan we cant handle this you have to pick one of us to be your man slave...........ya id have to pick ryan, but i dont think that alanis would like that so much and i mean she may not by all ironic anymore but i bet she could still kick some serious butt....yep thats all i really got tonight. So sadly this is the end of the hot guy count down. Obviously they didnt teach us how to count very high in strathclair..........but yep ill catch you all later and talk about my silly little existance next time bye<3>

Its a bird, its a plane.....

Here you go girlies, sorry for the wait had some stuff going on lately so ya, but the hottie today is..
Tom Wellings
Actual name: Thomas John Patrick Welling
If you opened the dictionary and looked up tall, dark and handsome, his pic would be right there. [yes i realise that tall dark and handsome would never be in the dicitonary, and the words by themselve are alphebetically irrelevent and disorganized=)~] He is also a beautiful mind (refrence to the specs) and a country boy ( refrence to the tractor pic, but if u look closely he is totally holding the wrench wrong or at least funkily so not actually a farm boy, but its fun to pretend). Fav body part is the eyes, gotta love a guy with nice eyes, but ya there ya go girlies ill chit chat with you all later! O one more thing anyone remember sean robbins from shoal lake, moved away a couple of years ago, ya well they look the same creepiness...
Will you still be my superman..................

*warning to all u crazy singles out there, hate to break it to you though this cat is off the market...married *

Worth another look......

Todays pick....................

Wentworth Miller

( get it wentworth..worth another look hahahaha)

So to make it easy for you guys i picked the top five reasons why this guy is so hottttt!

5) draw ur attention to the orange arrow, most people would agree that orange is no ones color, but wentworth proves u all wrong goes he looks like the juicies orange i've ever seen=)

4) find that green arrow, he likes john deere, and you know what they say ( and i apoligize in advance for this horrible joke pun) nothing rides like a deere

3) hunt down the blue arrow, he look hot even when looking nerdy, now thats a beautiful mind!

2) I dont really have a number two but the top four reasons sounds dumb so lets go with he's super hot lol

and the ones you've been waiting for the reason number 1 why hes the hotty of the day......... he knows how to pull of a clown wig........hahahahaha

* todays blog may contain horrible, possibly painful puns and jokes for which the author asks you forgive them for, and take into consideration that they got very little sleep last night.....*

Brought to you by the letter A......

A standing for Adrian Grenier and Allison lennox that is. This issue of hottest guys of 2006 is brought to u by Alli lennox just and FYI lol
Too Hot to Handle
How can you not think he’s sexy? Ok, so he did make it onto Much’s list of sexy guys in 2006, but come on! He deserves more than that! He deserves to be on Kaitlan and Allison’s list of sexy guys in 2006!!
Adrian was in Drive me Crazy with Melissa Joan Hart, and he stars in the hit show Entourage, as well as in the movie the devil wears prada.
I’m a little disappointed ‘cuz I looked everywhere and couldn’t find a pic of him shirtless, but he don’t have to be shirtless to be sexy!
So this is my first pick of many (hopefully) of sexy guys in 2006
Laters,
Alli

Come on girls show some restraint!

..................................drule

Channing Tatum
All i can really say is YUM......................... lol this guy makes arm pit hair hot now that is talent. In case you've never seen him before, this guys in step up, shes the man, and coach carter, and he is FINE!!! Me and my friend were looking up pictures of him and hes the sorta hot that u see a pic of him an just smile yep, i wonder if hes this pretty in real life or if its a lot of touch up?
Anyways he is one of my HOT GUYS OF 2006!!!!!!!

Didnt your mother ever tell you not to stare....................lol

This ones for u alli

So after watching the twentiest hottest guys of 2006 much music with allison, the two of us were left wanting more, due to the fact that most of the guys on the list were actually quite not hot, so we decided to make or own list, and by that i mean ill make my own list and allison will badger me to do it lol. SO here are somethings u should know about our list:
~these are in no order what so ever just as the come to me
~there will hopefully be one every day for ten days
~feel free to leave suggestion for the following days hottest guy of 2006

SO now what you've all been waiting for the guys, and todays guy, the primier guy, is....................
ORLANDO BLOOM

I mean i could go on about why hes so hot, but really i think u know ur hot when they can slapp a blonde wig and pointy ears on u and you still look fine.........o yes!

Now girlies close ur mouths, whip off the drule from ur chins and leave suggestions for further posts and weither u agree or disagreee with todays! see u tomorrow

Ode to Nicole and thumbs!!!!

K So i havent really had anything to blog about for a long long time, but i just had a Blogflash so here it is, but i have to go back a little bit to explain. So on thursday night a bunch of us went out to wise guys for country night, even my friend Sara whos definatly 17 moo haha ya for fakes but anywho it was an ....interesting night but anywho at the end every one had like a big snow fight and jay pushed me in the snow bank but i hurted my thumb, which sounds stupid and gay but it really hurt....and it still does, but that might also be because last night we went to the movie "the fountain" which i will talk about later lol but we were goofing around afterwards and i stubbed it again. So Now im sitting here trying to straighten my hair and finding it quite difficult and painful cause i usually use my right hand which means using my right thumb which hurts like a bugger. this all got me to thinking of niki and when she almost chopped off her thumb and i made jokes about how cool it would be if she didnt have a thumb and we could call her stubby (jj though,, if she had really cut off her thumb i would have felt really bad for her) but now im like THUMBS ARE IMPORTANT, have u ever tried to straighten your hair without using ur thumb......its freaking hard or writing without ur thumb also very difficult so this blog is in ode to nicole and thumbs!!!!!
K so some other points of interest, at the bar silly mildy ( and by mildy i mean VERY VERY) intoxicated sara felt the need to go tell tall hot josh that im into him, which im not sure if its a good thing or a bad thing, but the one good thing is that i know officially know that he knows my NAME!!!! ( i know i know big dealio kaitlan lots of people know ur name, but this is university, which is completely different from strathclair, and ya we were introduced ages ago but he may have been drinking and i wasnt sure if he did) but ya sara told me she was like ya u see that girl over there and he was like ya Kaitlan.................woah lol but anyways after that she was like u should go ask her to dance and he was like i would but im just leaving right now ( they were stnading at the coat check) but he said he definatly would next bar time......which could either mean ur a scary drunk i dont know and im going know or that he actually will dance with me next time........which would be exciting cause hes not only tall but also hot...........and i dont just mean tall hes freaking huge like 6'6 which is exciting lol
Also last night we went to go see the movie the fountian, which was a MESSED UP movie, but it got to the ending and then just stopped the screen went white and the lights came on and everyone in the theatre was like excuse me????? was that the end ?????????? lol it was really funny so we sat there for another couple minutes and everyone was just sitting there like that cant be the end that doesnt make sense and then they turned on the credits and we were like umm ok well leave then lol it was pretty much retarded and super funny then on the way out we were goofing around and i stubbed my thumb AGAIN! lol o well
ya thats pretty much all for right now but ya ttyl my home fries lol

Avoidence

This blogg is brought to you by the letter A, for avoidence!! what am i avoiding...studying for Anthropology ( which also starts with an A)....and biology!!!! the scary thing is that i feel like i know it all, like if i study anymore ill get confuddled........very scary cause i know that i know enough to pass but im not sure beyond that like i mean im feeling bs right now which is good but well see, maybe well have a repeat of b for bio and a for anthro that would be great id be really happy with that.

So what has kaitlan been up to, well beside her new love of talking in third person, she and her roommate alyssa got 2nd in the door dec competition. they were actaully robbed and should have gotten first but this is a cruel harsh world and its not always fair so their ok with second....

but what ever, so i think i have boy ADD, thats all im really going to say about that but im having a really hard time with sticking to just one boy lol, which doesnt sound like it would be a bad thing, but it really kinda is lol.

I cant get anthro out of my head right now, Austopithicaus anemensis,aferensis,africanus,robostus, boisis, then the hominids, Homo habilis, erectus/ergaster, neanderthalsis (sapien neanderthalsis)sapiens, and finally sapien sapien. and then theres bio and mendelian genetic and all that good stuff and the kreb cycle which is aka the citric cycle and wow my head feels like its going to explode.....tick tick BOMB!!!!!

but i better get back to the studying cause im really nervous about it.

then on friday i get to go homw IMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! do i really need to add anything to that ummm i think not super excited to see everyone and everything lol. catch u guys later

Google blogger is gay!!!!

So one day i got really bored and annoyed cause i couldnt get comments on my new blog skin, so i was like whats all this google beta stuff about, meh i might as well try it, if i dont like it im sure i can go back.....................NO you cant go back, No new blog skins allowed they're all "too sloppily coded" for it to load, and YES it sucks!! Do not go beta google if at all possible. Its messed up!! and right now it wont let me load pictures cause its being gay!!!
ttyl love alfalfa lol i mean kaitlan

WHY???

So this is what i've noticed lately, not that i hadnt noticed before just a little more than usual that girls are obessed with not only boys but having a boyfriend. I know its not really a newsflash worthy statement but i have more. What i want to know is when did it become more important to have a boyfriend then to be respected. When did it become so painly uncool to be single that its became better to be with a guy, even if hes uses and abuses you, then to just be SINGLE!!!!
I understand the want to have a boyfriend, believe me, I've only been single since i was born pretty much lol. but is it really that bad to be a single??? I mean sure you see all your friends with their boyfriends and they're all cuddly and cute, which is desirable of course. And im not saying its bad to have a boyfriend either I just want to understand why its so amazingly horrible to be single.
I think everyone has to be single and happy before they can truely be with a guy. You need to figure out who you are and ur likes and dislikes before you can be a good girlfriend. Im not even so sure where im going with this anymore, just that im sick of seeing my friends get hurt by guys. Your all great girls and you need to learn to really respect your selves. STOP letting these boys play with your minds!! You all deserve the world and a prince who understands that and will treat you amazingly......so STOP putting up with these BOYS who treat you otherwise. No matter how bad you feel being single, orlike no one loves you or any of those other silly feelings, im sure you feel much cheaper, and more worthless when you allow yourself to be with someone not worthy of you, who treats you like crap and thinks only of them selves.
Im not telling u to be all uppity or that your better than everyone else, just that don't let those boys fool you that your not worthy and your lucky to be with them sorta thing.
Ya, i went away for supper and now my rant has ended and i dont know where to go with it anymore so stay cool, but not too cool, see you all soon.

Never got the chance....

It's really late right now but I was looking around at different pictures and I say this one and it really kinda explains how i feel right now. I dont really want to explain, its dumb anyways, really really really dumb and it more just a really cool picture of a rose that caught my attention.
That and I was looking at these pictures on face book and they have this thing called secrets and people put their secrets on their in pictures then explain them. It was like that thing that pastor at the tfk concert was talking about. Most of them were just silly but the other re-accuring theme was all these people saying this is person has been my friend for so many years and i love them and they have no idea, and it kills me when her talks about her sorta stuff. I was really kinda sad actually. Then there was one picture of this guy and then like with the picture was the a grave stone and underneath it it read, I knew this guy for 7 years, and loved him for 5. I always said that he would notice one day that i was the one for him, or i'd tell him how i felt tomorrow...He was died in a car accident, and he never had a clue that he was anything more than my friend. It was really sad, there was a bunch of other really sad ones to about people cutting themselves and other people talking about smiling so that the world wont see their tears.
Yep it was pretty depressing and I dont really know what to say about it, just that the one about the friend and the car accident was super super sad.
So now that I've depressed you all, Have a Spaztastic Weekend, dont do anything I wouldn't....

Grandma, you were an oldschool PLAYA!!

You guys have all (well not all mostly just the lennox kiddos) been doing the three things i appreciate, so here is something i truely appreciate: My Great Aunt Mavis!!!
After my grandma's funeral, I got a ride back to Winnipeg with my grandmas sister, so i guess she would be my grea aunt (mavis) and her son (doug). I knew from before that she had met her husband at university in some german class, but as i've learned university classes are much different than high school classes. You may recognize people but u rarely know more that five maybe ten if ur very very lucky, example biology out of a class of about 250 i know a grand total of 1 person, although i recognize likely a good ten fifteen people, where as my english class, out of a total of about 50 people i know 6 people and recognize about twenty others. Just a little insight for all u highschool kiddos. Then again maybe its just me and my shyness that causes this but im pretty sure thats how it is for everyone, unless you have a lab which is a different situation, which i have yet to experience lol.
Back to the point so we were sitting in the car and i was like "Mavis I know you and cliff (her late husband) met in your german class in university, but i mean how did you guys met?" and she told me about how she kept getting these notes from someone in her class and she didnt know who. That she didnt even really know of cliff until one day when he walked into class with a massive black eye, but she still didnt really know who he was, she just recognized him, and he sat a couple rows behind her. Then one day the note said something to the effect of 'i sit two rows behind you and i was wondering if you would like to go to coffee with me' but that she was actually going out with someone at the time, but that they got together later after the guy dropped her. She went on to tell me a bunch of other stuff about their relationship too. But i think thats sooo cute, and pretty romantic lol I've known my aunt Mavis my entire life but never really looked into her life with detail.
She then told me about my grandparents, how my grandpa was likely the best dancer in strathclair ( anyone who knows my grandpa, is likely like i was at the time, WILF COULD DANCE?!?!) but ya and that mavis loved getting to dance with him, but that at the time my grandma was going pretty steady with some guy that no one in our family liked, but that my grandma lee as usual was going out with numerous people one of them being my grandpa. In fact Mavis said that on the day that my grandma Monty called Mavis to tell her that she was getting married that Mavis was like NOOO Monty, you cant get married to him, then my grandma was like "arent you even going to ask who I'm getting married to?" ( I'd just like to say I think thats really funny that you who have to ask who are you getting married to, lol i mean really how many people have you had to ask who when they tell you they are engaged??) which is when Mavis found out that she was getting married to my grandpa wilf. This is likely where i told my aunt that her and my grandma were totally old school players!! lol

So today I have a challange in my blog, that everyone should go home and ask there grandparents how they met, and i dont just mean the basic story i mean the real, gorry detailed story. This is not only because they are actually super interesting but also cause our grandparents are unfortunatly unrenewable resources, and you'll regret it if you dont. I dont mean to be a downer, just saying my mind here. Well ill catch you on the flip side, laterz

have i ever mentioned how impatient i am..

So ( have u noticed how i start like every blog with so lol) before i forget i am completely in love with John Legend, especially ordinary people (the piano is awesome) and tossing and turning, Great songs for chillin lol. Some of his songs are a little odd but i like almost all of them!!
If u guys are getting sick of me talking about my stupid boy situations then plz tell me to shut my pie hole. seriously! lol
So with the first one, lets call him Peter for the fun of it cause otherwise this could get confusing lol and the player, the second one is going o be called Issac lol.
Well theres not much to tell u about petet, except i've decided not to make a move because I know he knows i like him ( thats funny and reminds me of Friends when there were all trying not to let the other people know that they knew then knew that they knew, ect lol). with this in mind i think that if he knows then its not only his duty, but also if he hasnt made a move then its him saying he doesnt like me or hes super shy, either way he needs to step up. Also i dont want to be like a crazy stalked or push him too much you know, maybe hes just doesnt know, so no matter the case im going to just keep being me and go with the flow.
Secondly, issac, o issac this one makes me want to shoot my self in the face!!! Ill start with the funniness, the other night we all went to country night at wise guys (except for alyssa she had an in class essay the next day =( ) and so me and Issac were dancing and my everyone else was sitting drinking and jay was like if those two dont hook up soon im going to put date rap in both their drinks lol ( k just make sure its clear, he wasnt serious its a joke tehe funniness).
Then the next day sara was talking to issac and some how i came into the convo and he she asked what was going on between us. He said that "he obviously liked me, cause if he was just in it for a hook up then he would have gotten bored a long time ago and moved on," so that's interesting enough but then the next day he asked her if he should go after me or this other girl, that " this other girl is hot and would do things a lot faster than Kaitlan would, (aka: shes easy), but Kaitlan is Kaitlan" WHAT!?!? what does that mean??"But Kaitlan is Kaitlan"??
Again any advice, comments, or interprecations are very welcome lol
sorry it tool so long to update this thinger but ya here it is, i dont really know what else to say. well i could spew somemore but im not sure who it would help lol ttyl