" So that's when I realized I neither know what a move is, or how to make one...."

So i haven't posted for ever, and i really dont have time to be posting but i will anyways lol. So i had an anthropology test this morning, which I studied my butt of for, and i totally did awesome on it!!! I think I got and A, maybe a B+ if i missed something, but he had the answers out for us after wards and Im pretty sure I got an A!!!!! A for anthropology baby! SO heres my theory lol I got a B on my Biology too, so its b for bio, a for anthro, lets just hope i never have to take forensics or french lol.
Here's the real reason for my blog though, so i like this guy, but i've pretty much had it spelt out to me that if i want anything to happen then i need to make the first move (as long with the second and third likely lol) So does anyone have any idea on what sorta "move" i should make, ask him to a movie sorta thing. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also on a completely different stage, I have this friend who is a major player to put it plainly. And we've been getting pretty close, and hanging out lots. But i never really thought anything of any of his moves, since he's a player and all players want is to get into your pants ( as do the majority of men in my personal opinion but thats a completely different topic!! lol). But my room mate and floor mate told me yesterday that they think it might be more, that he acts different around me, and they pointed out the fact that he usually gets bored with girls and moves onto other ones, while I've shut him down numerous times and he keeps coming back. This makes me think, cause I never allowed myself to even consider the fact that he might like me more than a conquest.... Not really a question, im just spilling my guts here. cause thats what i do, i figure its better to be spilt on the net, instead of ripping around in my head forever more.
But i really have to run to class so Ill try to blog again soon, and ya any suggestions on the move making though would be GREAT!!! talk to u all laters!

lets check the fridge....pickles it is??

what happened on ur weekend ,well i got in a car accident, but in more exciting news I BOUGHT MY FIRST PINK SHIRT EVER!!!

So ya this weekend I got in a car accident which since Im a little messed up in the head, is actually kinda exciting and cool to me. Ashley had so graciously as always allowed me to tag along on her drive home (which was excitement in its self!! a little tiny car with five university student (Ashley, Bradley, Janna, Terrel, and moi). So we all had our own seperate thanksgivings ( but i will come back to this).Then I tagged along on the way home as well. It was a pretty usual trip home, kinda quiet i slept alot lol. SO then we're driving through Winnipeg minding our own buisness, im not really paying alot of attention and then for some reason I look up the lights and I realize it's red and im thinking what the freak, O well I guess we're running a red lol, but then Ashley says "We're all going to die" ( not in a scary way more of a sarcastic way really lol) and im like what I look over and BAM we get smoked by a van. For some reason I covered my face ( where the logic in that is I dont know, maybe it means that Im really vain lol) and we fly over one curb and the we fly over another curb and finally come to a stop. It was pretty crazy, but everyone was ok so it was all good. Then all the bystanders were like how did you not hit the poles, I was just like meh their not that close it wasn't that hard for us to miss them. Later I looked at them and I have no idea how we didn't wrap ourselves around at least one of the three poles?!?! some one was definatly helping ash drive through this one!!!
We drove through the two (the one with the light and theres another smaller one) and then missed this big one too, I have no I dea how!! It's crazy to think that honest to goodness if we had been a meter farther into the intersection that both mine and ashely's door would have been hit which likely would have caused possible serious injury or maybe even death! Or we could have very easily head on smacked one of those poles or both really. But since it didn't and everyone was okay Im kinda stoked and for some sick reason am like i want to do it again but this time with out covering my face!! I am so messed up. Heres another sick thought, we must have FLOWN over that first median thing, it was slightly inclinded, like a ramp, I bet we pulled some serious "dukes of hazard" stuff and flew over it, I bet we got some sweet air lol.
Even though I know this is a hard act to follow and your all thinking Kaitlan how could anything you do after this be exciting, o just you wait it gets even more exciting!! This weekend got a new cell phone (not really that exciting), so if u guys want to get in contact with me it's 365-7050, learn it, love it, use it lol. Drum roll please, I totally bought my first pink shirt EVER this weekend!! Im excited aren't you, and it was only 5 dollars!! Very exciting. Other than that nothing to exciting happened it was a pretty regular weekend, ate way to much as per usual. But it's ten oclock and I really need to go get readu for class. Catch you guys later!!

"But I know u'r heart belongs to someone u’ve yet to meet."

I don't have to much to write about today, Im just sitting here waiting to go to lunch with alyssa and jay. First off I guess a big thank you to everyone who's sent me messages and phone calls at 1:30 in the morning, I love all you guys you rock my socks . It's weird that we're all so far apart!!
Secondly I will resort to the topic that is usually on my brain, boys ugghhhh!!!
Stupid Mark for being cute, stupid Cory for being so charming and stupidest Ian for being none of the above. lol
So I pretty much decided that me and mark should just be friends for a number of reason one being distance. I haven't told him this yet or anything I'm just trying to not be flirty or anything when we talk, so what does he do ughhh he tells me that he missed my stupid jokes, but more so he misses me (last time he left we were joking and i said that he would miss my stupid jokes and he said never to sum that up). *Shoot myself in the face* ahhh!! So this left me with one of three things to do, i) have the talk ii) lead him on and say i miss him too iii) joke about it and ignore it DING DING DING we have a winner, ya i pretty much ignored it. So ya I dont know what to do about that but im really just hoping it will go away lol
LOL corey had a dream that i got shot and died lol not that charming i know but let me expalin it lol so the other day really early he msn'd me and was like "I had the freakiest dream last night, I woke up and it seemed so real i could barely get back to sleep." (to make things simple I'll just summarize this for you lol) He had a dream that we were all in pembina eating and that a gangster came in and just started shooting at people and I got shot and died. Then every one was really sad, and that they had a funeral and that him alyssa and jay all dropped out cause they were so sad. He also said that he cried in his dream when I died lol So i dont really know what that would mean but lol its kinda funny. (this isn't why hes charming, he just is in everyday life) Any interprecations???
Finaly ian o ian lol So my friedn ben told me that i should just be straight forward but sneaky at the same time sorta thing so thats what i was doing but he keeps avoiding making jokes lol how come he can be so smooth in avoidence lol but not when going for a girl?? So i've kinda decided to take this as a polite sorry I'm not interested. Although some times I could swear its the other way that he is interested, but I'm horrible at this boy stuff I always end up attracting people i'd rather not and then so how turning away boys i like. Thats real talent I tell you!!
Ya any comments suggestion or interprecations would be muchly appreciated lol What does it mean when a boy dreams about you dieing lol??=)~ I'm starting to think that maybe I'm one of those people who just wants what she can't have!!!
The title today is from the song "You will be loved" by death cab for cutie ( what a messed up name for a band!!) ya if you dont download it at least look up the lyrics I love just listening to the words of this song!!! its awesome but you know i miss all you guys talk to you all later, toodles!!

Mixed weekend

This weekend was a very mixed weekend. I went to virden to visit with my roomates family and for Jay's 18th birthday party. That was lots of fun, everyone thought i looked just like the imfamous AMY (alyssa had an austrailian exchange student a couple years ago, and everyone thinks we look the same) ran into sean and doug too which was cool.
Now for the not so great part of my weekend. Im not so good with feeling and such and Im not really sure how to tell people this or if I should even tell anyone this. On the other hand I would want to know if it happened to you guys so I'll just spill.
As some of you know my grandma lee has been battling cancer for a while now and well on saturday morning she passed away. I don't think it's really hit me yet. It was so weird last night when I was preaying cause I always pray like look after my family and friends and my grandma and grandpa lee but then i was like wait ummm ya it was really weird but i don't know. I found out about it on the way to virden and i just sat in the back seat and I could even tell alyssa cause I knew that if I said it out loud I'd lose it. It was really weird like if I didnt say it out loud that it wouldn't be true or something. But ya I think If i keep writing about it that I'll likely start crying, and alyssa would likely be very confused lol me just sitting here typing and crying. So if you see erica dont be scared to give her a hug lol but maybe not in public cause I can see her bursting into tears and shes not really a hugger but if you could just let her now that your there for her cause I can't really be there that would be great.
I think for now thats all I really have to talk about, the rest is just stuff you've all heard before so I'll catch you all later, miss you guys lots xoxox kaitlan